IT'S YOU

It's not about what we hope,
It's not about all our dreams,
It's about this problems we need to cope,
which had make my head screams...

It's not a problem you think,
or this tingle connection that link,
It's about the truth,
The right that I had to put.

I know I'd been injustice,
to you and our memories.
However I don't want any prejudice,
that might worse our connection.

I want to apologize,
for what I had done wrong.
I should have forgotten everything.
However, I want it to stay for long,
and hope that you'll be coming
one day, no matter what's right.

The lies, I can't forget.
The truth, I don't want to forget.
We've been playing a game,
not to make either win or fame.
It's just something we're good at,
to feel easy around each other.

You have your ego, I have my pride.
Everyone has good and bad side.
But your bad side is something I crave,
for that is what I had rave.

I hesitate before I call,
because you're not there when i fall.
Or were you the one who push me?
I don't know, I didn't see.

All I know, nothing you can do
to make me hate you.
For that is what myself had promised.
and you... are the only thing I'd missed.

By. Fadhilla Anandita.

dedicated to someone I'd wished to meet and apologize for,
Lim Hao Yang. :)